Angela's world

SUCKY DAY

SORRY,i've been lazy for these few days,thus din blog.
hmm wad have i been encountering the past few days?
i wanted to meet dar so much on sat,but he has to work.
i wanna tag along but he said scared i bored.actually he could just told me it's weird and he dislike it.i'll understand.he promised to meet me on sun.
I was super happy la.after his work i asked him so what time meeting tml?He said but i'll be busy eh dear,i've rejected my friend for breakfast but dey have sth on in the afternoon.i said den bo bian meet another day lo =).he replied but i miss you.I mean if he misses me y meet his friend plus he told me sun we'll meet.i know he's with his dad but din noe he stayed over at his dad place.he messaged me in the morning saying let's meet in the afternoon i questioned i tot u meeting friend?He din reply so im waiting 4 his call to meet him.he called at 2p.m asked me to shower prepare den meet him.i sms him at 4p.m say heys 2 hours le.still no reply from him.hence i took a bus to his place on my accord wanting to give him a surprise when he reached home.half way through journey he called and asked where are you my dad go and fetch you now.i told him i was in the bus and he's puzzled.LOL.he called again this time feeling apologectic saying sorry.i do understand he wanna spend time badly with his dad,but at least inform me wad's gg on and not letting me wait and wait.I WILL DIE MAN.he explained to me nicely and i really understand la.yup,not angry.really.i dun wanna get angry over little things juz feeling a little irritated,i hate this feeing of uncertainess!hahhas.when i met him he told me abt our future.kinda touched,i know he's serious i felt an ''affirmation''.i went home late on sun and mum's unhappy.she warned me.on MONDAY,i left home again yes meetin dar,we watched labixiaoxin tgt.yea i'm glad tt although it's not his type of show but he still tries to watch wif me.U guys know i love lame shows liddat.supposed to go home at 10p.m and i wanna take bus so meaning leave his place at 9?but he wanna accompany me and meet his friend as well.so after his shower it's 9.30 and i pretty know it's impossible o reach home by 10.i'm not blaming him la,we both knows wad's the big deal of reaching home a little late?YEA to my mum it's definitely a big deal.she counts every second/minute.she called me and shouted at me so cos of her i cried,dar saw me cried and gave me $ to cab home hoping i wun get scolding.i reached home at 9.59 la.she still nag nag nag.sayin if i dun call u,will u be back so soon?i dun bother to explain la,juz want her to say finish her piece and meet my dar the next day(tues)srry is it too confusing wif so many days?Paiseh la.i met dar at 10a.m.HAHHHAS he sleeps like a little boy,so cute.so i'll laugh to myself but if he hears tt he wud think tt i wanna disturb him.I'M NOT TT EVIL.dun wanna get scolding as well lor.jonathan came at 12.he woke up,showered watch a few youtube videos den we left hse.It's raining la.OMG.took cab to eunos but ended up at taiseng.WTH so suay,taxi driver see us all slping and juz asked us alight when he sees blk 1002.we were lost.but got on to another taxi and got to the right location.after collecting their pay we went to eat at their canteen,damn pathetic only 3 stalls open!after makan we went out and walked for a long distance,reason is because the taxis are all taken.it's really warm out there and all of us are hectic.we still got on to a cab eventually,we headed to triple 5 to get dar's haircut/dye,jonathan's haircut/wash and my hair wash.jonathan's hair looked much neater now without the curly thingy,OOPS no offence.dar's hair looks like durian.LOL.we went to raiders met big jonathan and another fren,dey played CS and dota and i waited for dem.it's alright for me to wait cos i wanna see dar for a longer time.i'm not bored actually juz cold and tryin to attract his attention.HAHHAS,after gaming i assumed he wud talked to me more and perhaps hold my hands at least,but he took a cig from me and walked off to join his friend's convo.my heart really sank la,did i expect too much?initially he said he scared i bored cos he'll be gaming the thing is after gaming he still ''neglected'' me.i BWG.am i askin too much?i shudn't have tagged along knowing he'll give more attention to his friend and he thinks i'm finding things to quarrel.i'm not alright?hmmm when he told me scared i'll be bored it reminded me on the same things he said when he wanna work,say scared i bored but actually dun wan me tagged along.hahhhas wadeva la juz tagged along lor.juz found out he gg to meet another friend at 10.Argh i'm confused will he allow me to go or ask me go home.it's late la and i gotta go hm b4 mum starts her ''song''.he told me lets go at mos burger and i left.he noticed tt i'm unhappy and he's unhappy as well.i merely told him abt how i felt juz now and he's sian,said i spoiled his mood.he said i cnnt be sweet for few days.is not tt lah,it's how he treats me.he told me he felt tt he did nth wrong alright i agree with him and feels tt i'm wrong.ok la,i smiled pei him go 7 11 buy sweet. den prepare to go hm alr,he ended the convo by saying i hope ya happy now.i flagged a cab and said bye to him.sms him to say i'm srry.he replied can we dun quarrel over small matters?i din reply.i'm thinking is it a small matter to me or him?hmm ya la,to think of it it's really small,i shud have tot tt he wud neglect me and not having expectations of him la.if because of this matter he will not call me or sms for the next few days then it's really n ot worth it.School is starting soon and i do know abt it thus wanna SEE him more.yes litersally SEE hahhhas,its enuff.hmm plus attention la of cos.he sms me good nite and i replied him too.Hope both of us are alright now.

YES!tmr meeting anna simin to ngee ann to install sth.
my eyes are tired.
I am sleeping soon.
nights ppl.
DARLING I LOVE YOU.
hope to see u real soon.
=))

xoxo
Angela @ 7:49 AM